8pm Meetings with Grief

Grief is pissing me off. She's been totally ignoring me for the last few months. I think she's found someone else to hang out with, I don't know. Maybe I'm just being paranoid. I've been trying to get a hold of Her so we could sit down and touch base. I've wanted to check in with … Continue reading 8pm Meetings with Grief

I say hello…..

  Hello, HOTTIES. It's been a while, I know. I have some legitimate excuses for that(see also: "fauxnado"that hit Southern NJ and left us without power for a while) and some less than legit excuses(see also: Newton's first law of motion--thanks, Dr. Appel).   I have so much to do, so much time to do … Continue reading I say hello…..

Erasing Seamus

Seamus: Irish version of James. Meaning "supplanter". Supplanter: "one who takes the place of"--note: In common vernacular, it is also refers to one who uses an informal greeting to both indoor and outdoor plant life(….think about that for a minute……) I hated Seamus.   Sure, there were times when he offered ridiculous, off-handed quips;  he occasionally … Continue reading Erasing Seamus

All the rest have 31

04/19/2015--- Jamey's death date. The date starts with a 4. If you subtract 15 from 19 you get 4. If you subtract 4 from 19, you get 15---then if you take the 15 and subtract the 1 from the 5, you get 4. Jamey's(and Caeley's) chosen number in soccer was 4. He was buried wearing … Continue reading All the rest have 31

Headed into a different type of overtime

I posted this a decade and 3 days ago. It was the last post I made while Jamey was still alive. I never did go into the details that led us to the day of the post. At this point, I don't know that I ever will. I hope to post a separate entry later, … Continue reading Headed into a different type of overtime